I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you. And it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new. And you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.
-Iris, "The Holiday"

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Wee~ Finished my WAH (Western Art History)! :D

I feel like a little girl
Trying to conquer the whole wide world
Everybody wants a piece of me
And I just don't know where to turn
I've got work piled up to my head
All I want to do is jump into bed
And wash away my troubles with lemonade
Play hide and seek with the boy next door
Take a trip to Singapore and
Imagine how I'll make the world a better place

If I were a little girl
Trying to clean up the whole wide world
I'd kick the bad boys back to school
Teach them fighting's just not cool
I'd give every kid a teddy bear
Turn starving people into millionaires
Break glass ceilings with dynamite
Sprinkle a little sugar and spice
Turn the bullies that terrorize
Into pink poodles that bark, but don't bite

I'm very busy.

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Cyan brought me to this indian shop for my very first face threading after Muji lecture, 2 rows of tears roll down my cheek silently. The guy before my turn actually scream and stop half way. HAHA.

I wish I'm braver in many other ways too.


Credits to Xiuxian! (:

A boy I met in Ion Orchard. (:

But I've learned this: everything God has laid up for me, everything that has my name on it; nothing can stop me from that. No person can hold me back. No circumstance can hinder me. Nothing can stand against our God. At the right time, God will make it happen. -Joel Osteen

Miss shanshine has the most creative God with most brilliant ideas, fear not!
Give 2 tight slaps to stress and move on. hahaha.